IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY COUSIN
AND FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO HAVE LOST A LOVED ONE, YOU WILL BE REMEMBERED AND WE WILL KEEP ON FIGHTING FOR YOU UNTIL WE WIN
BEFORE YOU START READING THIS, PLEASE ALSO CHECK OUT MY OTHER BLOG, I HAVE MORE ARTICLES AND SOME VIDEOS ON THERE AS WELL. BUT I'M NOT ABLE TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO PUT SOME PICTURES ON THERE SO I WILL JUST LEAVE IT WITHOUT ANY PICTURES.
HERE IS THE LINK
WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME
WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME AND I'M NOT THERE TO SEE IF THE SUN SHOULD RISE AND FIND YOUR EYES ARE FILLED WITH TEARS FOR ME, I WISH SO MUCH YOU WOULDN'T CRY THE WAY YOU DID TODAY, WHILE THINKING OF MANY THINGS, WE DID NOT GET TO SAY.
I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME, AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU, AND EACH TIME THAT YOU THINK OF ME, I KNOW YOU YOU WILL MISS ME TOO.
BUT WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME, PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND, THAT AN ANGEL CAME AND CALLED MY NAME, AND TOOK ME BY THE HAND, AND SAID MY PLACE WAS READY, IN HEAVEN FAR ABOVE, AND THAT I'D HAVE TO LEAVE BEHIND ALL THOSE I DEARLY LOVE.
BUT AS I TURNED TO WALK AWAY, A TEAR FELL FROM MY EYE FOR ALL MY LIFE, I'D ALWAYS THOUGHT, I DIDN'T WANT TO DIE.
I HAD SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR SO MUCH YET TO DO IT SEEMED ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE, THAT I WAS LEAVING YOU, I THOUGHT OF ALL THE YESTERDAYS THE GOOD ONES AND THE BAD, I THOUGHT OF ALL THE LOVE WE SHARED, AND ALL THE FUN WE HAD IF I COULD RE-LIVE YESTERDAY JUST EVEN FOR A WHILE, I'D SAY GOOD-BYE AND HUG YOU AND MAYBE SEE YOU SMILE.
BUT THEN I FULLY REALIZED, THAT THIS COULD NEVER BE, FOR EMPTINESS AND MEMORIES, WOULD TAKE THE PLACE OF ME.
AND WHEN I THOUGHT OF WORLDLY THINGS, I MIGHT MISS COME TOMORROW, I THOUGHT OF YOU, AND WHEN I DID, MY HEART WAS FILLED WITH SORROW.
BUT WHEN I WALKED THROUGH HEAVENS GATES I FELT SO MUCH AT HOME WHEN GOD LOOKED DOWN AND SMILED AT ME, FROM HIS GREAT GOLDEN THRONE.
HE SAID, THIS IS ETERNITY, AND ALL I PROMISED YOU.
TODAY YOUR LIFE ON EARTH IS PAST, BUT HERE LIFE STARTS ANEW I PROMISE NO TOMORROW, BUT TODAY WILL ALWAYS LAST, AND SINCE EACH DAY'S THE SAME THERE'S NO LONGING FOR THE PAST.
YOU HAVE BEEN SO FAITHFUL, SO TRUSTING AND TRUE.
THOUGH THERE WERE TIMES YOU DID SOME THINGS YOU KNEW YOU SHOULDN'T DO.
BUT YOU HAVE BEEN FORGIVING, AND NOW AT LAST YOU'RE FREE.
SO WON'T YOU COME AND TAKE MY HAND AND SHARE MY LIFE WITH ME?
SO WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME, DON'T THINK WE'RE FAR APART, FOR EVERY TIME YOU THINK OF ME, I'M RIGHT HERE, IN YOUR HEART.
THIS IS IN LOVING MEMORY, FOR ALL THOSE WHO HAVE LOST A LOVED ONE TO THE CARELESS, TYRANNY, OF THE ''THIN BLUE LINE'' YOUR TIME WILL COME!!!
I MISS MY BEST FRIEND
DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP
DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP, I AM NOT THERE. I DO NOT SLEEP.
I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW.
I AM THE DIAMOND GLINTS ON SNOW.
I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENED GRAIN,
I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN RAIN WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING'S HUSH,
I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSH OF QUIET BIRDS IN CIRLED FLIGHT.
I AM THE SOFT STARS THAT THAT SHINE AT NIGHT. DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY, I AM NOT THERE.
I AM NOT DEAD.
I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO BE STRONG, TO MOVE ON, AND TO FORGIVE. AND I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW LONG I WILL HURT. THE ONLY THING I AM ABLE TO TELL YOU IS, I MISS MY BEST FRIEND
NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST YOU SHALL PROSPER
MY COUSIN AND I BELIEVED IN GOD, BUT WHEN THEY TURN ON YOU AT CHURCH, THAT MAKES YOU WONDER WHO REALLY IS A TRUE CHILLD OF GOD. AND WHO IS A CHILD OF THE DEVIL!!
BUT I DON'T NEED CHURCH ANYMORE, I JUST NEED MY BIBLE AND SPEDING TIME WITH GOD ALONE.
BUT I PROMISE YOU THIS, THOSE FAKE ASS CHRISTIANS WHO TUREND THEIR BACKS ON MY COUSIN WHILE HE LAY THEIR LIFELESS.
THEY WILL RIP WHAT THEY SOW.
''TELL YOUR FRIEND THAT IN HIS DEATH, A PART OF YOU DIES AND GOES WITH HIM.
WHEREVER HE GOES, YOU GO.
HE WILL NOT BE ALONE.''
JIDDU KRISHNAMURTI
LOOKING AT THE PAST AND THE PRESENT
FOR THOSE WHO HAVE LOST A LOVED ONE, FROM THE THIN BLUE LINE. WE GO THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN WANTING TO TAKE REVENGE ON ALL THOSE WHO HAVE TOOK OUR LOVED ONES AWAY, AND THEN WE TRY OUR BEST TO LOOK AT THE PRESENT
MY STORY ABOUT MY COUSIN ON SOCIAL MEDIA, AND WHY I CREATED IDAHO COP BLOCK
WHY I CREATED THE GROUP: IDAHO COP BLOCK
FIRST, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK GUY M FOX ( ANONYMOUS ) AND DAESHIM FOR ENCOURAGING ME, AND LIFTING MY SPIRITS UP.
BUT, MANY OF YOU DON'T KNOW MY STORY. I DON'T KNOW IF I SHARED IT WITH EVERYONE HERE IN THIS PLATFORM.
I WAS INSPIRED TO DO 1ST AMENDMENT AUDITING, BECAUSE OF MY COUSIN. ME AND MY COUSIN WERE VERY CLOSE, HE WAS THE ONE WHO GOT ME DOING 1ST AMENDMENT AUDITING. AND FOR THAT I AM SO THANKFUL FOR HIM.
MY COUSIN STARTED WATCHING YOU TUBE VIDEOS, AND HE GOT THIS IDEA IN HIS HEAD THAT HE WANTED TO MAKE A CHANGE IN OUR COMMUNITY.
ONE OF THE CHANGES THAT MY COUSIN WANTED TO DO IS, HOW THE POLICE TREAT, AND HANDLE PEOPLE WITH MENTAL ILLNESS. YOU SEE MY COUSIN HAD SEVERE MENTAL ILLENSS. AND WHEN MY COUSIN HAD A SEVERE MENTAL BREAK DOWN, THEY LITERALLY TREATED HIM LIKE IT WAS A CRIME TO EVEN HAVE A MENTAL BREAK DOWN.
HE EVEN TOLD THE HIGHER UPS, LIKE THE SERGEANT AND THE CHEIF OF POLICE. BUT IT SEEMS THEY DID NOT CARE. BECAUSE IN MY COUSINS EYES, HE DID NOT HAVE RIGHTS ALL BECAUSE HE HAD A MENTAL ILLNESS.
BUT ON HOW THEY TREATED MY COUSIN, AND MANY PEOPLE WHO HAVE MENTAL ILLNESS. I KNEW IT WAS JUST A MATTER OF TIME THAT THE PEOPLE WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO PROTECT US WERE GOING TO MESS UP. BECAUSE LIKE ALL THE 1ST AMENDMENT AUDITORS SAY: COPS ARE NOT FEELINGS ENFORCEMENT, THERE LAW ENFORCEMENT!!
THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO ENFORCE LAW, NOT FEELINGS. AND IF THEY DID THERE JOB RIGHT WE WOULD NOT HAVE MANY INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO HAVE LOST THERE LIVES, FROM THE ''THIN BLUE LINE''
SO HERE COME THE SHOCKING PART. MY COUSIN DECIDED TO DO A 1ST AMENDMENT AUDIT AT SOME MEGA CHURCH THAT HE DID NOT BELONG TO. HOWEVER HE INSISTED ON GOING THERE ON HIS OWN.
OKAY SO WITHOUT GOING INTO TOO MANY DETAILS,MY COUSIN WENT THERE, THINKING THAT THEY WILL RESPECT HIM, AND TREAT HIM RIGHT, AFTER ALL IT'S A ''MEGA CHURCH'' RIGHT?
WELL, TO BE HONEST WITH YOU ALL...I WAS NOT THERE!!
BUT THIS IS WHAT THE POLICE REPORT SAID. MY COUSIN WAS TOLD TO LEAVE, AND THAT HE WAS HARRASING AND SCARYING THE PEOPLE AT THE ''MEGA CHURCH'' MY COUSIN HAD NO WEAPON ON HIM WHEN HE WENT THERE, JUST A CAMERA.
BUT IN THE POLICE REPORT, IT SAID THAT THE COPS FEARED FOR THERE LIVES. AND FOR THE SAFETY OF OTHERS IN THE ''CHURCH''SO THEY KILLED HIM, INSIDE A ''MEGA CHURCH''
BUT WHAT ANGERED ME THE MOST, WHEN WE WENT TO COURT, MY COUSINS CAMERA WAS STILL ON. AND YOU ARE ABLE TO HERE ON MY COUSINS CAMERA THE COP SAY TO THE OTHER COP WHO JUST KILLED MY COUSIN SAY: NICE SHOT!! BUT IN COURT IT ALSO SHOWED THAT ON BOTH BODY CAMERAS ON THE COPS, YOU ARE ABLE TO HERE THE SAME EXACT THING, NICE SHOT!!
THEN THE NEXT WORD THAT CAME OUT OF THE KILLERS MOUTH WAS WOW!! THEN THEY KEPT SAYING OVER THE MIC, OR DISPATCH: CODE BLACK, CODE BLACK!!
OKAY, SO NOW YOU KNOW MY STORY. BUT WHAT TRIGGERED ME FRIDAY, WHAS THE FACT MY COUSIN LOVED THE ARTIST DMX BUT I AM NOT ABLE TO TELL YOU WHEN HE PASSED AWAY, OR WHERE THIS ACTUALLY TOOK PLACE. DO TO THE FACT THAT IF ANYONE RETALIATES, IT MIGHT COME BACK ON ME. SINCE I HAVE ALREADY TOLD THEM, THAT THIS WILL NEVER BE OVER!!!
AND I BET YOU ANYTHING!! THE FREAKING TYRANNTS WHO KILLED MY COUSIN. THE ONES WHO GOT AWAY WITH COLD BLOOD MURDER!!! WHEN THEY SHOT MY COUSIN, THEY PROBABLY HIGH FIVED EACH OTHER, WHEN THE OTHER COP SAID GOOD SHOT!! WHILE MY COUSIN LAY THERE DYING LIFELESS!!!!
BUT THIS IS WHAT THIS GROUP IS FOR, IT IS FOR US. TO PROTECT US FROM THE ''THIN BLUE LINE'' BUT OKAY I WILL TRY TOO MAKE THIS SHORT, I KNOW I AM MAKING MY WHOLE LIFE STORY HERE.
PLEASE UNDERSTAND, THAT THIS NOT JUST ABOUT LEARNING HOW TO FIGHT BACK THE RIGHT WAY, LEARNING OUR RIGHTS. BUT IT'S ABUT THOSE HARD TALKS THAT NOBODY WANTS TO ADDRESS.
AND IT SEEMS THAT THE RATIFICATION OF THE 13 AMENDMENT SHOUILD HAVE ABOLISHED, MANY THINGS, BUT THE JIM CROW LAWS CAME ABOUT. AND IT SEEMS IT IS STILL HERE, SHOULD WE CALL IT ''THE NEW JIM CROW LAW''?
OKAY WELL, NOW SINCE I GOT THIS OF MY CHEST. PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO. IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW IT FEELS LIKE WHEN YOU LOSE A LOVED ONE. AND TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE LOST A LOVED ONE, REGARDLESS IF IT WAS FROM THE TYRANTS THEMSELVES OR NOT. THIS VIDEO IS FOR YOU ALSO.
PLEASE ENJOY.
SORRY COP BLOCK FAMILY, I'M NOT SURE HOW TO WORK THIS PLATFORM TO PUT THE VIDEO FROM YOUTUBE ON HERE.
THIS IS WAY DIFFERENT FROM THE WEBSITE I HAD.
BUT THEY WANTED ME TO PAY FOR IT, FUCK THAT SHIT!!
I'M NOT PAYING FOR NOTHING!!
WELL, ANYWAYS PLEASE GO TO MY NEW BLOG / WEBSITE WHERE I HAVE VIDEOS ON THERE, BUT NO PICURES LOL WOW THIS IS CRAZY, I HAVE TO BLOGS WITH DIFFERENT THINGS ON THEM.
PLEASE GO TO THIS LINK TO SEE THE VIDEOS AND MANY OTHERS LIKE IT, PLUS MORE ARTICLES THAT I WROTE WILL BO ON THERE AS WELL.
GOING THROUGH EMOTIONS, AND PAIN WHEN LOSING A LOVED ONE
TODAY, SOMETHING HAPPENED TO ME, I THOUGHT IT WAS HATE, BUT.
HATE WAS ALL I KNEW, IT BUILT MY WORLD, IT IMPRISONED ME, IT TAUGHT ME HOW TO EAT, HOW TO DRINK, HOW TO BREATHE.
I THOUGHT I WOULD DIE WITH ALL MY HATE IN MY VAINS.
BUT THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED TO ME TODAY, AS I AM SURE IT HAPPENED TO YOU.
I AM AWAKE NOW....
EXPECT US!!
''I KILLED THEM, I KILLED THEM ALL.''
ANAKIN SKYWALKER
ANARCHISM
''IN SHORT, ANARCHISM MEANS A CONDITION OR SOCIETY WHERE ALL MEN AND WOMAN ARE FREE, AND WHERE ALL ENJOY EQUALLY THE BENEFITS OF AN ORDERED AND SENSIBLE LIFE.''
ALEXANDER BERKMAN
I AM AN ANARCHIST!!
EXPECT US!!
''WE DON'T BREAK OUR PUBLIC SERVANTS, WE KILL THEM.
AL CAPONE
IF YOU WANNA SEE SOME MORE ARTICLES THAT I WROTE, AND SOME REAL TEAR JERKING VIDEOS AND NOT ALL THIS GANGSTER GHETTO PHOTOS ( THE WOLF PACK ) THEN COME CHECK OUT MY NEW BLOG THAT I MADE, WHICH I POURED OUT MY HEART MAKING IT.
https://idahocopblock.gonevis.com
MY COUSINS EULOGY
I DON'T THINK I TOLD ANY OF MY COP BLOCK FAMILY THAT I AM ABLE TO RAP, I CAN THROW SOME REALLY GOOD BARS WHEN I RAP.
BUT THIS SHIT TAKES PRACTICE AND A LOT OF TIME TRYING YOUR BEST HITTING THOSE BARS RIGHT.
SO I WROTE A SONG, WHEN WE HAD MY COUSINS FUNERAL
AND THE NAME OF TITLE OF THE SONG IS CALLED:
DEATH, TO THE THIN BLUE LINE!! DEATH, TO THE ELETE!! LOL
YEAH, I'M STILL HURT AND I WILL NEVER FORGET ON HOW THEY TOOK OUT MY COUSIN, BUT THE SONG THAT I WROTE FOR MY COUSIN WILL SHOW I CLOSE I WAS TO HIM.
SO THE TITLE OF THE SON I WROTE MY FOR COUSIN AT HIS FUNERAL IS CALLED :
BEAUTIFUL EULOGY
BEAUTIFUL EULOGY
THERE USED TO BE A TIME WHEN WE WERE FINE LIVING LIFE WITH NO PARTICULAR RELIGIOUS BEND PRETENDING TO BE OUR OWN GODS
INVENTING OUR OWN SYSTEMS OF BELIEF SO AS TO NOT DEPEND ON ANYTHING OTHER THAN OUR OWN SELF - GOVERNING CONSENT
DEFENDING AN IMPENDING DOOM WITH NO PERCEIVED NEED TO CONCEDE OR REPENT,
PRESUMING OUR INNOCENCE IN A SENSE TO SIN;
THE STING OF DEATH WAS ONLY THE ENEVITABLE END
OF EVERYTHING WE COULD NEVER RIGHLTY UNDERSTAND OR COMPREHEND
WE USED TO FEAR THE UNKOWN
TIL GOD MADE HIMSELF KNOWN AND ATONED, MENDING THE BETWEEN GOD AND MEN
GIVING HIS LIFE AS A RANSOM FOR MANY
WHEN HE DIED AND ASCENDED
AND IN THAT ONE EVENT THE CERTAINTY OF ETERNAL DEATH WAS CIRCUMVENTED
MAKING A WAY FOR THE DAY WHEN HISTORY STOPS AND TIME SUSPENDS
SPENDING ETERNITY IN FELLOWSHIP THAT NEVER ENDS
WE SEE THE GREATEST EXPRESSION OF GOD'S LOVE
EXTENDED IN THAT MOMENT
WHEN THOSE WHO WERE ONCE ENEMIES INSTEAD BECAME
GOD'S FRIENDS
AND WHEN IT'S TIME TO GO
GO AHEAD AND TAKE ME HOME
I KNOW I'LL BE WITH YOU
I KNOW I'LL BE WITH YOU;
WHEN IT IS MY TIME TO GO
GO AHEAD AND TAKE ME HOME
NOWWHERE THAT I'D RATHER GO
I WANNA BE WITH YOU
I WANNA BE WITH YOU
HOW SWEET THE GOSPEL SOUNDS TO EARS LIKE MINE WELL ACQUAINTED WITH PAIN AND STRAINED
RELATIONSHIPS FRIENDSHIPS THAT SUFFER FROM LONG DISTANCES
OR EVEN WORSE THEY GO GET SEVERED FROM SOMETHING MORE SEVERE
AND HE STILL HASN'T WIPED AWAY ALL MY TEARS YET MY CHEEKS GET WET EVERY NOW AND THEN
EVEN WHEN I GIVE MY BEST, I KNOW I FALL SHORT
I GET SCARED WHEN THE BALL'S IN MY COURT FOCUSED ON MY
PERFORMANCE, WRETCHED AND POOR
IT MAKES THE MESSAGE MORE REAL WHEN I PREACH IT
I'M NOT THERE YET
SO I'M REACHING, REACHING FOR A GOAL:
TO STAND BEFORE MY KING AND
BE SPEECHLESS THEN, NEVER AGAIN WILL I QUESTION IF HIS GRACE
IS SUFFICIENT TO COVER MY SIN CAUSE
DEATH IS GONE, AND ALL THE EFFECTS OF EVIL AND WRONG WILL
BE CONQUERED WHEN HIS KINGDOM COMES
SO THIS IS MY HOPE AND MY PRAYER
THE AIR THAT I'LL BREATHE IN ETERNITY WITH LUNGS THAT NEVER FAIL ME
IF IT PLEASES MY LORD, AND ONLY BY YOUR GRACE
USE MY LIFE TIL IT'S POURED FOR YOUR SAKE
UNTIL THEN I'LL REMAIN WHERE YOU HAVE ME
WITH JOY WHEN I FEEL UNHAPPY AND PEACE THAT SURPASSES
ALL MY UNDERSTANDING
MY LIFE IS IN THE HANDS OF YOUR LOVE EVERLASTING
AND WHEN IT'S MY TIME TO GO
GO AHEAD AND TAKE ME HOME
I KNOW I'LL BE WITH YOU
I KNOW I'LL BE WITH YOU;
GO AHEAD AND TAKE ME HOME
NOWHERE THAT I'D RATHER GO
I WANNA BE WITH YOU
I WANNA BE WITH YOU
AND WHEN IT'S MY TIME TO GO
GO AHEAD AND TAKE ME HOME
I KNOW I'LL BE WITH YOU
I KNOW I'LL BE WITH YOU;
WHEN IT IS MY TIME TO GO
GO AHEAD AND TAKE ME HOME
I KNOW I'LL BE WITH YOU
I KNOW I'LL BE WITH YOU;
WHEN IT IS MY TIME TIME TO GO
GO AHEAD AND TAKE ME HOME
NOWHERE THAT I'D RATHER GO
I WANNA BE WITH YOU
PEACE OUT HOMIES!!
DON'T TURN YOUR BACK ON THE WOLF PACK, YOU MIGHT WIND UP IN A BODY BAG!!
BROMANCE!!
I WANTED TO SAHRE WITH EVERYONE A VIDEO, ON WHAT IS MEANS TO HAVE A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE YOU REALLY TRULY CARE AND LOVE.
FROM MY CHILD HOOD, ME AND MY COUSIN GROW UP TOGETHER AND WE WERE LIKE BROTHERS. AND I CAN GO ON AND ON TELLING YOU STORYS ON ALL THESE ADVENTURES THAT WE HAVE DONE.
HAVE YOU EVER LOST SOMEONE YOU LOVED, AND HAD A DEEP CONNECTION WITH AND YOU WERE ALMOST AS ONE WITH EACH OTHER. AND I REMEMBER MY COUSIN WRITING ABOUT THIS CLOSENESS.
I REMEMBER READING IN THE BIBLE ABOUT DAVID EXPRESSING HIS LOVE TO HIS BEST FRIEND, JONATHAN.
WHERE DAVID CRIES OVER HIS FRIEND WHEN DIES, AND HE EXPRESSES HOW HE FEELS ABOUT HIM, WHEN DAVID SAID: '' YOUR LOVE WAS EXTRAORDINARY TO ME, SURPASSING THE LOVE OF A WOMAN.''
I DON'T THINK PEOPLE UNDERSTAND HOW CLOSE MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY COUSIN WAS. AND THIS IS WHY I NEEDED TO SHOW YOU WITH A VIDEO, THAT MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY COUSIN WAS A BROMANCE!!
BUT I'M I DON'T KNOW HOW TO POST VIDEOS ON HERE, SO MY HOME BOY FROM SOCIAL MEDIA, ANON GHOST SHOWED ME HOW TO PUT A LINK ON HERE.
OKAY COP BLOCK FAMILY, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR. PLEASE CLICK THE LINK BELOW, AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO THE FUCKED UP!! YOUTUBE!!!
BUT, YOU SEE THAT IS WHERE THE VIDEO IS AT. SO HEAD OVER THERE AND COME CHECK OUT MY OTHER WEBSITE / BLOG
WOW!! I GUESS I'M STARTING TO LEARN MY OWN HACKING STYLE NOW LOL THANK YOU GHOST FOR HELPING ME WITH HOW TO WORK THIS SITE.
BUT I JUST WONDER HOW LONG THIS WILL LAST. CAUSE FUCKING YOUTUBE WILL TAKE YOUR SHIT DOWN!!
OKAY PEACE OUT COP BLOCK FAMILY!!
